• Work Notes: Energies

    December 10, 2024

    According to the fourth way, there is a hierarchy of energies humans can access. I will give these keys to you but once and they will likely mean nothing to you. But perhaps there will be one or two among you who can make use of this teaching and discover for yourself the means of ascending the ladder.

    Vital energy is an energy of the body which enables us to do physical things. It is renewed with food and rest, especially sleep.

    Automatic energy enables us to perform repetitive tasks without intention or even noticing. Everything we do can run on automatic energy.

    Sensitive energy enables us to sense and to notice ourselves and our surroundings. It arises from stimulation of the nervous system via engagement with the environment. It has a cycle of charging and discharging. This is the energy of emotion. Self observation is possible with this energy.

    Conscious energy enables us to think, sense and feel simultaneously. This energy does not arise in the normal course of living. It requires intentional use of attention which is a true catalyst…it transforms sensitive energy without itself being consumed. Conscious energy is non-reactive; reaction pulls it down into sensitive energy. With this energy, observation of self becomes possible.

    Creative energy is the power to do. It is the marriage of will and possibility. Entirely new directions can arise with the creative energy which finds its own expression in us or around us. Attention resides here. This energy is a gift.

    The energy of Objective Love is the love our Creator has for us in which we may participate as His Beloved. This is not the love that we speak about in ordinary life. It is a mystery beyond knowing.

    His Endlessness has gifted us certain possible pathways that can enable us to climb the ladder of energies and become more useful to Him. The higher transforms the lower to create the middle. Attention transforms sensitive energy to create conscious energy. Conscious energy transforms automatic energy to create more sensitive energy. Conscious prayer submits to, and invites, Love which transforms conscious energy into creative, birthing a real human being.

    The transformation of energies is a capacity latent within the human organism and may arise to view without setting out to achieve it, simply by observing one’s experience. Begin with attention on sensation. Learn to marshal your attention by calling it back to you from all the places where you have unconsciously left it. Observe that you become more conscious. Then more is possible.

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  • Work Notes: Curating Personal Experience

    May 27, 2024

    We run on energy. Our primary source of energy is sensation. Without sensation we die. We are sensing creatures, beings with bodies.

    The five externally triggered physical sensations of seeing, hearing, touching, smelling, tasting (really at least seven with the sensations of movement and location in space) are neutral in their normal functioning. There is another set of sensations which are internally generated reactions to external phenomena, ranging from euphoria to irritation, anger to depression. These we call emotions.

    Our ordinary emotions are sensations with a gloss of associated thinking. The sensations are valuable as energy, information and motive to act. They are precious. More so than the thoughts by which they are named.

    Our emotions and their underlying sensations need to be curated so that they are food for our own evolution and not hijacked and used by others, human or not, to involve us in external or reciprocal feeding. To that end, we need to be able to see our emotions unfold in real time, tracking not so much the associated thinking but mostly the sensations.

    If followed by impartial attention, emotions are digested and transformed into conscious energy, leaving no ugly residue for wasteful reverberations. This is difficult to do and requires much practice. The secret is that attention is a catalyst that enables the transformation of sensitive energy to conscious energy, and like all catalysts, attention itself is not changed.

    You may ask…what is conscious energy? That’s a discussion for another day.

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  • The Pump

    April 23, 2024

    We learn as children to charge and discharge our nervous systems. Charging is accomplished unconsciously by excitement. There are various forms of excitement…wanting or losing something, getting something I wanted, disagreeing, envy, surprise, physical shock, anger, frustration. These phenomena give rise to a temporary surge of sensitive energy. The energy is then discharged in habitual ways, ranging from expressions of anger, argument and disagreement to self-pity and euphoric laughter.

    Allowing the pump to operate automatically is to forsake evolution. The pump expresses the sensitive energy of the body down and out into the environment. The process of evolution begins when the sensitive energy is voluntarily husbanded, neither expressed, nor repressed, but held for the attention to digest and transmute, taking it up and in.

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  • Work Zones

    December 3, 2022

    Culture is trash, said a group member. True if you think of some of our current music and entertainment…lighting up genitalia, twerking and the like. But culture also encompasses our greatest achievements as humans, reflecting the highest use of sensitive energy to create the beautiful.

    Consider reading Doris Lessing’s Marriage of Zones Three Four and Five. Zone Four is a culture based on rules and thinking. It is known for its rigidity and lack of imagination. Its inhabitants do not look up to the mountains. They follow dictates. Their highest form of organization is the military.

    Zone Three is the creative use of sensation. Zone Three does not ultimately lead to the fully conscious experience of the mysterious Zone Two but its life is elevated by subtlety and communication.

    The difference between Zones Three and Four is visible in something as simple as serving a cup of tea. In Zone Four, the cup is plunked down while the mind goes on to the next thought, the next task. In Zone Three, The gesture is completed by taking into account the server, the served and the tea and the placement is an exchange between their gestures and postures.

    One artist can be interested in learning technique while another wants to explore the sense experience of the materials, the light in the studio, the placement of the easel.

    Fourth way work tends to be too much Zone Four. Most of the questions I get are literally senseless.

    Voluntary sensing is Gurdjieff’s World 24. Still impermanent, but it touches on World 12 where feeling enters from the miraculous realm of the infinite. Better to cultivate sensing than thinking. Use attention. Let mentation follow along the rails of sight and sound. This way lies consciousness and World 12.

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  • Sensitive Energy

    March 15, 2017

    Observing myself, I find that I generally operate in two different ways. One way is automatic. I move and breathe and even speak and act without noticing what is occurring. The other way is sensitive. I am aware of my movements, my speech, my surroundings. I am aware of my sensations.

    The difference in these states is reflected in the operation of attention. When I am operating on automatic, attention is unanchored; it is attracted by bright, shiny things in the environment, interruptions, associative thinking, fantasy and day dreams. In short, it is not usefully engaged because it has no ongoing content to attend to. Mr. G called this world 48.

    When I am in a sensitive state, attention is somewhat anchored in sensations and I am aware of myself and my surroundings. This is world 24. Sensitive energy is at work, enabling engagement in my life. Attention on sensation allows me to enter the present. Attention on sensation also makes possible a transformation in which the higher (attention) mixes with the lower (sensitivity) to create the middle (consciousness). As I become conscious, I am able to think, sense and feel in a coherent way. This is world 12.

    Each of these worlds has a different ‘I’. At the automatic level, I means a series of fragmented identities that consist of bits and pieces of conditioning, habit, associative thinking and self-imagery. As I do one thing, I am thinking of another. At the sensitive level, I is centered in the head brain but it is able to notice and question its behaviour. Nonetheless, I remains divided; body and mind do not easily function together and the heart is not receptive to feeling. At the conscious level, I is no longer centered in the head brain but rather is able to occupy body, mind and heart in a coherent manner.

    In the sensitive state, I is full of intentions. In the conscious state, I has the power to be appropriately responsive to needs as they arise because all of its capacities are working; intentions become intent.

    Now, all of this may just be useless conceptual blather to you. Or it could be useful if it helps you to distinguish for yourself the different states you inhabit. You experience all three, of course some more than others.

    The key is sensitive energy which is the bridge to consciousness. Oppose automatic habits and you will experience more sensitive energy. This is the ‘inner friction’ that the work talks about. Do not suppress conflict but also do not indulge in expressing it, which is likely just discharge. Do not suppress your emotions; allow yourself to experience them for the sensations they generate but, again, learn to refrain from unnecessary discharge in which the energy is lost. Do this not to become a ‘better’ person but simply to become more available to the spontaneous arising of consciousness.

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